happy anniversary mama n papa!!!

i shereen farisha hereby wishing mama n papa a happy 25th anniversary...may there will be the next 25th years to come..if you guys still breathing la...hehe..although you guys always fought each other...but thats marriage...there are up and down in each marriage...soon it will be the three of us..but we warn you that all of your children will be marrying on the age of 27 and above...dont even think about getting a grandchildren in the next 7 years..the next 8 years maybe...who knows..hehe...but btw happy anniversary..!!!

AN OLD FRIEND....

what happen when an your friend got new friend...eventually they forget you..thats what happen to me..an old friend of mine forget me...i know im not a important person for you but at least..at least say hi or anything...you only saying that to your new friend...seriously im hurt...i've made my mind that after i write this blog,i wouldn't care if you ever remember me or not...friend come and go but true friend are not...that what true friend are..they with you whether you are rich or not...whether you are sick or healthy or if you popular or not..but remember you use to depend on me on one thing...hope that you wont completely forget this old friend of yours...i pray to god that you will be happy,healthy n fine being there with those stranger...god bless you...

END

by

an old friend of yours..

where else to look for?

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that you the person who will try his hard to protect me, where else to look for?
A happy girl like me, a happy girl like me, the girl with the happiest smile like me
Your two warm hands gets cold when I’m cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I’m hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently, I’m only wishing for such little comforts
You don’t know my heart that wanted to do more just for you
Call out my heart, free my soul It always felt like the first time, these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you

There’s no one like you, even if I look around it’s just like that, where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that you the person who will try his hard to protect me, where else to look for?
A happy girl like me, a happy girl like me, the girl with the happiest smile like me
When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can’t handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you’re here, it’s the only one
I’m always thankful. I could do better as you do
You know, I’m a little bit shy sometimes, you don’t know but you’re burning like the sun, please understand my feelings
Even those guys that appears on TV shows are sparkling, you’re always be the one in my eyes
Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, that I stupidly see you as my everything
We arrived on the same road, we’re just the same, how surprising, how grateful, it’s love

DAY BY DAY~

finally I realise, that I'm nothing without you I was so wrong, forgive me Like the tides my heart is broken Like the wind my heart is shaking Like the smoke my love faded away It never erases like a tattoo I sigh deeply and the ground shakes My heart is full of dust

I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you But from what was expected, I'm getting along quite well by myself You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you” I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry? Do you even see me, did you already completely forget me? I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't even approach you or talk to you Alone in the night, I erase my thoughts a hundred times Don’t look back and leave Don’t find me again and just live on Because I have no regrets from loving you, so only take the good memories I can bear it in some way I can stand it in some way You should be happy if you are like this Day by day it fades away Even if we bump into each other Pretend you didn't see me and keep going If old memories keep on being thought of I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, so I don't think of anything else You have to get along so there is not even a small regret in me Like the white sky and like the blue clouds Yes, just smile like nothing is wrong Hope your heart is relieved after leaving me Just forget me and live on Those tears will all dry up, yeah As day by day passes If we never met each other then it would have hurt less, mm The promise of us staying together is now a memory baby I'll pray for you

by,

aku_shee

cuti-cuti khamis~~

we meet again...hello..konbawa...ari khamis bertarikhkn 28.10.2010 merupakan hari yg menyeronokkan...hehe..kami berlima keluar bersama2 beronggeng...ksian dekat fathin khairunissa zulkifle yg tidak dpt mengikuti rombongan kami kerana kesulitan yg dihadapi oleh beliau...xpe2..lain kali kite lg k...cuti lame lg..lame la sgt..haha...haa...nak story nie...aku,syila,nekma,dill n pari kuar dr pg sampai la petang...memule ppg 2 kiteorg seperti biase bersarapan di warung pn. halus...pergghhh..pn.halus terbaek ar....syg pn. halus...lps da melantakkan diri,kteorg pown ke pusat bowling di the store..hehehe...da lame x main bowling...bapak giler rindu main bowling tp mase main bowling 2 pari ar slalu menang..kate atelit an..nyampah...nekma bpak giler benggang..haha dila ngan aku due tercorot..pari leading lala n nekma same....lepas satu jam bermain bowling kteorg pown g tempat go-cart kat roof top the store..kecik giler track die...x best..eagle ranch lg best...selesai perjalanan kami,kteorg pown g singgah makan lunch kat ice room...sblom g ice room,kteorg g beli air cino...air cino adelah satu kewajiban utk kami semasa kami keluar!!!selepas selesai mkn...masing2 ngantok...aku bwk kete terhuyung hayang kowt...ngantuk siot..da la minyak kete da abis tp jln je la...heran ape aku...hati kering an...hahha....lepas da anta anak sanggaran,nekma n dill lepak umah aku google map melake...perghh,.nak carik hotel kat melake pown sampai due jam..ape kes..haha...diharapkan plan kami mggu depan e2 bakal terlaksana...

sekian

yang benar

aku-shee..

bahagian terakhir kisah semester 1 KMNS 2010/2011

hai..hai...bertemu kembali kite...nie nak sambung cite pasal matrix...hhuhuu....kisah bahagian nie best skit sbb makin nak pekse rase cm makin best pulak..x taw nape..hehe..hurmm..nak mula dari mane ek...jap...haa...start dr roomate2 ku la..nak cite terperinci pasal diorg..hehe...mule-mule zira...die nie mcm mak cik-makcik skit...ske membebel sorg2...hehe...2 yg best pasal die nie...die nie dak hayat...kat matrix pilah nie bdk2 hayat dikenali sebagai kompozer..biase ar dok konpose lagu utk igt bende2 bio 2...ade lak ari2 kteorg kene nyanyi ngan die..perghh!!!i hate bio!!!...pasal mira pulak..memandangkan mira nie anak bongsu dlm family die..so die nie manje skit..hehehe...mira nie kuat tido giler..semue org terpengaruh dgn virus cepat tido die nie...perghhh..klau die start tumbang maka akan kami ikot tumbang ngan die..haha...next pasal fara kaulitz...peminat setia tokio hotel dan menyimpan impian untuk mengkhawini bill kaulitz...impian hanya tinggal impian kowt tp die sempat memeluk bill kaulitz mase diorg dtg malaysia ri2..haha..bak kate die pengalaman yg teramat manis buatnyer..fara nie kuat ngigau taw..kkdg aku tekejut gak dgr die ngigau..haha...ok selesai cite pasal roomates...so skunk nak cite pasal study week n exam week plak..hehe..mase study week 2..masing2 tido lambat nak study..pergghh..perit kowt study week...menyeksekan..bygkn la tido lambat tp pagi ade kelas ops matematik..mak ai..mmg x ley bangun lambat..slalunyer sblom start ops math 2 kteorg makan roti cania kafe A..pergghhh..terbaek ar...sodap!!!lepas 2 bile blaja math tido...agagaga...macam mane 2...lepas abis klas math konvoi rramai mkn kat ayahanda...hahaha...haaa..mase study week 2..bbdk hayat ade wat pameran blaja bio the fun way..mmg fun ar...die wat projek n cm animation pasal bio nie...cantik diorg wat...pas2 diorg ade gak nyanyi lagu yg diorg kompose 2..hahah..agak kelaka di situ..hehe....selesai study week mase utk exam...mase exam week 2...tension giler...aku tension teramat sgt sampai x ley pkai newton 3rd law nak kire tension 2...perhgg....ngan blok xde airnyer,ngan dak2 ske menjerit x tentu pasalnyer..x mengerti aku!!!tp time exam week 2 cm da x larat nak stay up lelame...cm da letih sgt....mase ri jumaat ari2 paper last 4 the week...mmg release tension skit la...tp mggu akan dtg nyer tinggal physic paper 1...mmg sah2 la xde sape nak study an..biase ar paper bulat2..mmg da ade jawapan kat c2...tembak je la nnt an....time2 nie la bdk2 akau terpengaruh skit ngan dk sains nie..diorg ade paper ekonomi yg beresei 2 tp da terikut2 kteorg dak sains yg hanya paper bulat2...sebgai contoh,fara..hehe..die terikut2 ngan mira yg slalu tidor e2..hehe..tp fara hebat...paper ekonomi 2 die kate die goreng je...ade gak wat masak lemak cili ape katenyer...hehe..fara2..tp aku yakin kaw akan berjaya...huhu...gud luck fara!!!...

pada hari yg dinanti2kan iaitu hari selasa bertarikhkn 26 October 2010 kami bebas dr peperiksaan..pukul 12 da ley balik..heheh....mmg seyis paper physic 2 mmg x wat btol2 sgt sbb ingat nak balik je nie..hahaha...abis pekse pergi mkn then balik bilik kemas barang n bilik..biase ar nak tinggalkn matrix 12 ari an..mcm la lame sgt 12 ari 2..hahaha...ngok kan..

sampai disini sahaja ceritera daku ttg kehidupan di sem 1...dgr cite sem 2 nnt lagi tersekse..perghhh...x saba nak menyeksekn diri lg...

sekian...

yang benar

aku_shee~

pemandangan dari bilik..

antara projek2 bdk hayat pada study week:

inilah die dinamekn katil bdk blaja...sepah ngan buku physic..

p/s:katil mira..haha

nie plak meje zira..sungguh kemas ya rakan2..

seperti yg anda lihat nie meja fara...dan anda akan nmpk gamba fara n bill..

katenyer sumber inspirasi..haha

nie plak meje aku..haha...nie gamba meje da packing buku sem 1

tidak sepah giler kowt meje..

p/s: bekas atas meje 2 maggie da 2 ari x basuh..haha

chai-i-mong aka spade aka prince...

hehehe...bertemu kembali.....arini nak bercerita ttg kitten yg cute nie...aku pggl die chaiimong tp nadia pggl die spade and papa pggl die prince...ksian kat kucing nie..ade byk sgt name..huhu...mesti lame lame otak die ley jdk mereng sbb konpius mane satu name die...kucing nie playful sgt...ske gigit kaki org..ntah ape masalah kucing nie..ade org berkata2 tg kucing nie boleh memberi kite ketenangan...btol...ianya 100% tepat..so kepada ssape yg fobia ngan kucing 2 rugi la korg..carik la pet lain....hehehechaiimong nie baru je 2 bln..3 mggu lepas time aku blk umah kecik je die..tp bile smlm aku balik...tekejut akak tgk die da membesar..hehhe...die mengigatkan aku kat arwh kucing aku yg meninggal taun lepas,tuah..huhu...sedih giler die mati dlm care yg mengerikan...pape pown kite kene meneruskan kehidupan...
chaiimong nie x ske ngan spider..nmpk spider je die lari ketakutan...pelik tol...spider 2 lg kecik dr die kowt...bengong nyer kucing...chaiimong nie ske main dgn stoking yg digumpal menjadi bulat...die akan terus-menerus menggigit stoking 2 sampai la stoking tu lunyai..hhhu....n die gak pandai post..tgk gamba kat bwh nie..pandai lak die kenyit mate mase aku nak snap pic die..hhaha...kesimpulannya..chaiimong da best kitten ever after willy yg telah kembali ke ramatullah taun lepas...amin..
yang benar,

aku_shee...

kehidupan-ku di semester 1 program matrikulasi semester 1,sesi 2010/2011

hai semue..blog aku kali nie aku nak cite pasal kehidupan aku kat matrix yg sgt "menyeronokan" nie...mule2 bkn nak sgt masuk matrix nie...x teringin pown..juz sesaje je apply..hahah..tapi apekan daya dapat jugak..nampak sgt aku pandai..hahaha...aku ade gak tawaran blaja asasi engineering kat UIAM tp ish x nak ar...nak kene wat degree kat sane..da la xde course yg aku nak..my daddy n uncle suruh aku masuk sane gak sbb da tjamin aku dpt smbg degree kat sane...my gradma pulak melarang..hehe..mcm memahami isi hatiku ini pulak...lalu aku membuat keputusan utk pegi holiday ngan my bro kat singapore..hehe...pist time g singapore tanpa my parents...agak sronok ar...singapore is a fun way to shop!kebetulan time g singapore 2 tarikh same daftar matrix..hurmm...nmpk sgt la x masuk matrix...bile da 4 ari kat singapore,tibalah mase untuk ku pulang ke tanah air terchenta..mase balik konpus nak masuk ane...last2 aku decide masuk matrix..penat la aku call jabatan matrix mintak diorg bagi aku register gak..nasib baek ketue matrix 2 kasih..tanx bbyk mak cik!!hahaha...aku pown g la register kat matrikulasi kuala pilah..hahaha...disinilah bermulanya perjalanan aku sebagai seorg pelajat matrix yg hanya perlu blaja utk menepuhi alam universiti pada tahun mendatang..time register rase cm nak nagis pown ade gak..ye ar..pist time dok asrama..heheh..tp aku kuat..mane ade nagis,,hebat x???kebetulan aku ditempatkn dlm kelas yg same ngan schoolmate aku yg dari skull rendah iaitu cik NOOR HINNAH HAMID...heheh..happy je aku rase..ade gak member sorg yg same kelas ngan aku!!lepas register je aku terus masuk kelas...berjumpa la aku dgn class mate baru aku,...huhu..kelas aku terdiri drpd 7 org lelaki sahaja yg x reti nak bergaul ngan pompuan n 15 org perempuan...membosankan betol dok matrix..kawan laki x byk pown...tp an matrix ramai giler dak matrix...hampir suku matrix 2 dak pd...seronok..rase cm kat pd je...hehehehe..floor aku je ade 4 org dak pd..haaa...lupe nak cite pasal kediaman aku....aku dpt dok blok C1...ia bersamaan dgn blok plg jauh,plg tinggi dan paling selalu xde air..da la aku duk floor plg atas n plg ujung..huuhu..nasib2...nasib baek scenery die cantik...nampak la gunung2 yg tersergam indah 2..hahah..klau da cite pasal kediaman mesti cite pasal roomates aku..heheh..1 bilik 4 org..agak besar tau bilik die...siap ade tempat nak sidai baju agi..hehehe...antara roomates2ku ialah katil A: azira ali...katil B: "cahaya"azmira azmi...katil C : faranizah aka fara kaulitz...disini aku ade melampirkan foto2 mereka..lupe nak cite..aku dok satu floor nagn ezzah syahira..huhuhu
FIGURE 1: fara kaulitz n bill kaulitz
FIGURE 2: mira(bertudung itam) n zira
FIGURE 3: gambar kami semasa merentas desa

nak cite kat korg pasal merentas desa ala-ala matrix..bpak giler kelaka.....ia dilakukan pada minggu keempat kiteorg kat matrix pada ari sab2...mlm 2 kiteorg da la x tido sbb rgk BOF...hahha...tgk ramai2 masyuk dowh...bergelak ketawe ssame..mmg best!!!haa...sambung balik da la x tido pastu kene bangun awal pagi sbb nak kene lari...aku ingat kene lari bapak la giler jauh tgk2 lari dalam matrix 2 sampai kat umah OB je yg terletak 3 KM kowt...ntah pape ntah...baek x yah merentas desa..merentas matrix suday...hahahha...klaka la...kiteorg dpt berlari ngan pengarah KMNS...pergghh...die la sebab kiteorg smpai second place..tidak kteorg mng....ceh...xpe la org tue an....just pass...hahha...lepas abis merentas matrix 2,bantai plak makan nasi lemak...baek x yah lari an...hahaha...agak kelaka disitu....haaa..da abis bcerite pasal roomate aku skunk nak cite pasal classmate aku lak....gamba kat bawah nie la gamba klas-mate aku...ade sorg je cine...tp bapak ar pandai cine nie...pas2 ade sorg lg dak laki yg pandai dr skul SASEER aka classmate apeng dlu...bpak ar....mencabar aku utk menjadi lebih maju dari semue aspek...tp cine klas aku nie x reti nak bgaul ngan pompuan...die kwn ngan dak laki kelas aku je..haa..dlm kelas 2 aku sorg je yg x pakai tudung..lain dari yg lain..that makes me special!!!hahhahha....kat klas aku ade group baru yg terdiri dr 5 org termasuk aku...kteorg nie kire cm geng pompuan plg bising n ske bgosip..hahha...kate ex-exco publisiti...mesti la jenis2 geng cam2 aku join..hahaha....aku seronok gak la kawan ngan mereka...tp no heart feeling guys..geng skolah menengah lg best dr matrix!!!:)

dekat matrix nie aku ambik 3 subjek je tp dienyer elektif pergghhh...banyak..aku ambik aliran fizik so subjek yg aku blaja juz physic,chemist n math...subjek elektif lak IT, agama, kemahiran dinamika aka KD n sports...kelas aku dapat sport golf...pergghh..menganjing ar kiteorg.... selepas 2 bln dok kat matrix tibalah mase utk kteorg menghadapi UJIAN PERTENGAHAN SEMESTER aka UPS....ceh.....die masuk 4 chapter setiap sujek yg aku ambik....baru masuk da exam...ape kes...ngok nyer matrix....menstesskan aku je...da la tiap2 mggu wajib ade test dr salah satu subjek...mmg aku ade mase nak bergembire an...mase test UPS 2 result aku agak terok ar...bukan x blaja...blaja tp mungkin aku stress sampai nak wat exam pown x betol...tekan calculator salah la....ape la...so aku kene wat terbaek utk PENILAIAN SEMESTER PERTAMA MATRIKULASI aka PSPM yg akan berakhir ari selase depan...soo..lepas UPS kteorg dpt cuti seminggu je an lepas 3 mggu kulaih cuti hari raye lak....

haa..penat la menaip nie...nie baru setengah semester yg aku cerita..nnt cerita selanjutnya di bahagian kedue....lebih byk cite menarik yg berlaku...nntkan yer...!!!

KOLEJ MATRIKULASI NEGERI SEMBILAN : MARILAH MENJANA NILAI DAN SKOR!!!

kehebatan physic matrix sem 1

physic,physic oh physic..mengapalah kaw ade 16 chapter..nape x 10 ke 11 ke,sng skit khidupan kami utk study..PSPM lg smggu je nie..physic bru study 6 chap lg 10 nak cmpak mane?lthn x wat lg nie..argghh..ketensionan aku..antara tajuk2 utk distudy ialah:
1.physical quantities measurement
2.kinematic of linear motion
3.force,momentum and impulse
4.work,energy and power
5.statics
6.circular motion
7.rotation of rigid body
8.gravitation
9.simple harmonic motion
10.mechanical waves
11.sound wave
12.mechanical proprties of matter
13.fluid mechanics
14.temperature and heat transfer.
15.kinetic theory of gases
16.thermodynamics....
Semoga kepadaku utk mendpt A dlm physic..doakn aku rakan2 skalian..
Yang benar,
aku_shee

kesulitan yang dihadapi...

mesti korg tertanye2 sapela pompuan nie or kenapelah die nie wat blog baru..hehehe...nie semue salah google sbb aku terlupe e-mail googleku...hahaha..klaka an..org klau lupe password xpe ar nie lupe e-mail..kenelah wat baru..huhuhu.....so memandangkan ianya blog baruku lahirkan so lps PSPM la aku update yerk...
sekian,tq
yang benar,
aku_shee